Sunday, February 27, 2011
Friendship?
How much I valued them and how much they valued me?
I always thought in each of our heart we still will be close, but then when so many new friends came and busied by many other activities. Somehow, I got lost value-ing our base friendship.We turn to who are free and always be there for us.
It's not that I care and angry that you are busy, I understand that you are. But then seeing your updates on facebook having fun with others, what does that will make me feel?
You have time for others but no time even for a small simple gathering. Just invite or create one is that hard? Then you say time? later on we will still be together and have fun.
I think is too late, is because I appreciate all of you too much that I care and get mad and get sad.
So, no more ranking, no more special friends in my heart. I learn to care then I get hurt. Cause you never treat me the same way how I valued you.
That's the way I learn to let go and think freely.
How much I valued them and how much they valued me?
I always thought in each of our heart we still will be close, but then when so many new friends came and busied by many other activities. Somehow, I got lost value-ing our base friendship.We turn to who are free and always be there for us.
It's not that I care and angry that you are busy, I understand that you are. But then seeing your updates on facebook having fun with others, what does that will make me feel?
You have time for others but no time even for a small simple gathering. Just invite or create one is that hard? Then you say time? later on we will still be together and have fun.
I think is too late, is because I appreciate all of you too much that I care and get mad and get sad.
So, no more ranking, no more special friends in my heart. I learn to care then I get hurt. Cause you never treat me the same way how I valued you.
That's the way I learn to let go and think freely.
Labels: countless thoughts, xpressme
what we could have been, 8:34 PM.
Monday, February 21, 2011
Since the time I passed my VOC, I had this burden feeling in my chest.
New initiative, New solutions, New ideas.
How can I do it? I will try to fix problems having now first.
And today, I really felt like hurt cause it's like people don't remember details about me. Does that mean, am I not important in their heart?
I do not want to ask. I do not want to stir trouble.
As for now, my new found close bestie is going away. How come time come and go and so do friends?
Empty just like the sad faces in the photograph.
New initiative, New solutions, New ideas.
How can I do it? I will try to fix problems having now first.
And today, I really felt like hurt cause it's like people don't remember details about me. Does that mean, am I not important in their heart?
I do not want to ask. I do not want to stir trouble.
As for now, my new found close bestie is going away. How come time come and go and so do friends?
Empty just like the sad faces in the photograph.
Labels: a good night, countless thoughts, xpressme
what we could have been, 11:55 PM.
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
It's time for blasting out loud speakers with Chinese New year Songs, woaahhhhh.
Don't you love the redness in the air? Gong xi Gong xi Gong xi Ni ah..
I always admire the oriental design in those china tea sets. It makes me feel like I am a part of this wonderful legendary China history.
Though this year will not be any less different from past years, still I am glad to be home at this moment.
I just wish that my mum and dad will be more open minded and accepting what I do and lessssss dictating orders. (getting orders in not fun >: )
I wish all my friends to have a prosperous wealth and healthy new year.
Chinese Astrology in 2011 for
Don't you love the redness in the air? Gong xi Gong xi Gong xi Ni ah..
I always admire the oriental design in those china tea sets. It makes me feel like I am a part of this wonderful legendary China history.
Though this year will not be any less different from past years, still I am glad to be home at this moment.
I just wish that my mum and dad will be more open minded and accepting what I do and lessssss dictating orders. (getting orders in not fun >: )
I wish all my friends to have a prosperous wealth and healthy new year.
Chinese Astrology in 2011 for
Happy rabbit year
you know if rabbit aren't loved, they will die.
The Horse
Fun, charming and attractive sums up the Horse’s traits perfectly. They love parties and crowds and being the centre of attention. They can also be egotistical, hotheaded and impatient. The Horse is a considerate and protective friend and partner and when in his company, there will always be excitement around the next corner.
Forecast for 2011 The spotlight will have been on the Horse for much of 2010 with his sparkling company and friendship being frequently in demand. In 2011, the focus for the Horse will be on his career, with unexpected developments and promotional opportunities on the cards. He should watch events carefully, for when an opening occurs he will need to act fast and be alert. April, May and October and November will be encouraging months for moving ahead in work or indeed finding a new job altogether. Health and well-being will be on the minds of many Horses in the Chinese Year of the Rabbit and it’s a perfect time to re-think fitness routines and diet. Socially, as always, the Horse will be busy, with May to September and December being full of fun opportunities with friends. Attached Horses will fare better than single ones in 2011. If a new romance is on horizon, the Horse would be well advised to relax and let the relationship develop slowly and without rushing. March, September and October are prime months for finding someone special. The Horse is an adventurous soul by nature and may do some travelling to far-flung places in the Year of Rabbit. Financially there is a definite chance for the Horse to increase his earnings over the year and he should make every effort to manage his money carefully.
Interesting Horse Facts:
Zodiac Stone: Golden Topaz
Special Flower: Rose
Best Hours: 11am-1pm
Season: Summer
Horoscope Colors: Orange, White, Yellow
Interesting Horse Facts:
Zodiac Stone: Golden Topaz
Special Flower: Rose
Best Hours: 11am-1pm
Season: Summer
Horoscope Colors: Orange, White, Yellow
(nehhhh, every year there are still bad lucks following me around. I am like magnet for trouble.)
TEEHEE,
xoxo, loves
Labels: drumrollsplease, lovholic, xpressme
what we could have been, 10:17 AM.
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Voice and Talent
When you don't have them but you have faith and passion in them, it fails you when you need it. It will fade and become a hatred, jealousy seeing others born with them.
No matter how much you train, you won't feel that happy.
I feel like when I am in there I am the downpuller, why did you give me the excitement just to have me feeling depressed later on.
I should just be the audience.
I will not quit for now, still want to try to keep this hope going.
When you don't have them but you have faith and passion in them, it fails you when you need it. It will fade and become a hatred, jealousy seeing others born with them.
No matter how much you train, you won't feel that happy.
I feel like when I am in there I am the downpuller, why did you give me the excitement just to have me feeling depressed later on.
I should just be the audience.
I will not quit for now, still want to try to keep this hope going.
Labels: countless thoughts, powerlevelup, xpressme
what we could have been, 11:41 PM.
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Did you read the news regarding UUM flooded?
It was all a HAVOC that time!
ALL OF US quickly calling to find whether we can "swim out" this jungle or not? Well, haha we finally did managed to get our ticket way back to KLANG(land of joy)*kissing the floor like Mr.Bean series*
SEEEEE THIS PIECE of MISERABLE NEWs
After two weeks of enjoyment at home, I had to go back to sit for my finals. It was sad reading so many facebook posts regarding hang outs and outings that i missed. *drawing circle at a dark corner*
THEN NOW!!!!!! WE have SHORTAGE of WATER! Can't you like believe it?
No water le, I can't live. Either you bath late night or use fire hose to bath. *imagines*
Gambling with water. BIG AH! NO SMALL
Either Big or Small. Big = Too Big until flood = no foods = cannot dry clothes. Small = Too Small until no water = cannot bathe = cannot wash clothes.
So, you want big win or small lose eh?
three more papers down
four more days to go
few more hours at home
hundred thousands of fun awaiting.!
TEEHEE :D
It was all a HAVOC that time!
ALL OF US quickly calling to find whether we can "swim out" this jungle or not? Well, haha we finally did managed to get our ticket way back to KLANG(land of joy)*kissing the floor like Mr.Bean series*
SEEEEE THIS PIECE of MISERABLE NEWs
After two weeks of enjoyment at home, I had to go back to sit for my finals. It was sad reading so many facebook posts regarding hang outs and outings that i missed. *drawing circle at a dark corner*
THEN NOW!!!!!! WE have SHORTAGE of WATER! Can't you like believe it?
No water le, I can't live. Either you bath late night or use fire hose to bath. *imagines*
Either Big or Small. Big = Too Big until flood = no foods = cannot dry clothes. Small = Too Small until no water = cannot bathe = cannot wash clothes.
So, you want big win or small lose eh?
three more papers down
four more days to go
few more hours at home
hundred thousands of fun awaiting.!
TEEHEE :D
Labels: lovholic, powerlevelup, xpressme
what we could have been, 9:24 AM.
Monday, November 29, 2010
Center is really the core of everything. That's when you are at the centre surrounded by friends is a happy thing but when you leave it and be a minority just watching by the side; just watching people laughing at joke that you don't get it or laughing at you; It hurts.
Maybe I'm lack of love that is why i get all these 'everyone is leaving me' minded.
I feel like I'm in Blair's shoes always outshine by Serena, who is loved and trust by everybody.
I'm like the mirror, how you treat me is what you get? AM I SELFISH? Make me be better please?
I don't mind changing, all i want is not to be REPLACE -ABLE!
So sorry, sometimes it's just all about me.
Life got no retakes. Think before you act.
Maybe I'm lack of love that is why i get all these 'everyone is leaving me' minded.
I feel like I'm in Blair's shoes always outshine by Serena, who is loved and trust by everybody.
I'm like the mirror, how you treat me is what you get? AM I SELFISH? Make me be better please?
I don't mind changing, all i want is not to be REPLACE -ABLE!
So sorry, sometimes it's just all about me.
Life got no retakes. Think before you act.
Labels: countless thoughts, powerlevelup, xpressme
what we could have been, 7:52 PM.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
....... Continuation
I MUST :
1. STUDYYYYYYY
2. keep a 4 flat in my mind
3.studying photoshop
4. blog and tweet something frequenly
5. update myself
INSTEAD :(
1.shopping till i'm drop
2. outingssss (busy busy busy)
3. slacking and procrastinating
4. face the book everyday *you know what i meant*
5. woke up really late
AHHHHHHH, THIS IS SO NOT PRODUCTIVE
*i wish to have a brainwash machine or someone just hypno me to study*
aja-aja fighting!! I know i can.
PS: oooohhhhh, i so want those. <3
HAPPY
PEPERO
DAY
I MUST :
1. STUDYYYYYYY
2. keep a 4 flat in my mind
3.studying photoshop
4. blog and tweet something frequenly
5. update myself
INSTEAD :(
1.shopping till i'm drop
2. outingssss (busy busy busy)
3. slacking and procrastinating
4. face the book everyday *you know what i meant*
5. woke up really late
AHHHHHHH, THIS IS SO NOT PRODUCTIVE
*i wish to have a brainwash machine or someone just hypno me to study*
aja-aja fighting!! I know i can.
PS: oooohhhhh, i so want those. <3
HAPPY
PEPERO
DAY
Labels: powerlevelup, xpressme
what we could have been, 10:03 PM.
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Now it's the time for me to leave, well everyone is leaving too.
I don't know what to expect from UUM, but i hope i will settle in and most importantly find nice friends there,
Actually, I'm depressed at first to know I'm going this far end of north
Leaving my beloved city behind and explore the wilderness jungle. *sounds like an adventure*
Now, I will know the true meaning of farewell and journey. It's a good thing i guess.
Well, I will miss my people here and hoping they will do the same too. I Less Than Three You Guys.
Moving On is actually the hard part for me to accept, people can be happy while forgetting their past.
I realise, I don't move on that fast, I need more time to accept this harsh reality that they do not need me in life.
Being needed is actually a satisfaction.
UUM -resolution
1. Find EMO SPOT
2.Find Cool Groupie
3.Learn Swimming and diving
4. Jogging every Morning
5. find love ahahha (never happen)
6.score exams
7 Get dell studio 14(around 4k after customizing)
8. will think later
Till then, xoxo Vii
I don't know what to expect from UUM, but i hope i will settle in and most importantly find nice friends there,
Actually, I'm depressed at first to know I'm going this far end of north
Leaving my beloved city behind and explore the wilderness jungle. *sounds like an adventure*
Now, I will know the true meaning of farewell and journey. It's a good thing i guess.
Well, I will miss my people here and hoping they will do the same too. I Less Than Three You Guys.
Moving On is actually the hard part for me to accept, people can be happy while forgetting their past.
I realise, I don't move on that fast, I need more time to accept this harsh reality that they do not need me in life.
Being needed is actually a satisfaction.
UUM -resolution
1. Find EMO SPOT
2.Find Cool Groupie
3.Learn Swimming and diving
4. Jogging every Morning
5. find love ahahha (never happen)
6.score exams
7 Get dell studio 14(around 4k after customizing)
8. will think later
Till then, xoxo Vii
Labels: countless thoughts, xpressme
what we could have been, 11:02 PM.
Friday, March 19, 2010
Everyone found their daily activities to keep them busy
No one left to accompany me.
Is it so hard to say a thank you after what i tried my best to keep you happy?
Even an answer so hard to be spoken out.
Well, you want to have your life secret is fine by me.
still, i will treat you as my best friend if you would let me.
Sometimes, put yourself in my shoes will you?
Maxis is really getting crappy.
New Pc xxxxx very the annonying.
Leave me alone!
as long as i did my job well DON'T DISTURB ME!
PLEASE BRIEF ALL THE CORRECT DETAILS ON NEW PROMOTION!!
Till the last day of work i will stand still.
fight for all the rights
worst to worst just throw a letter in their FACE!
Labels: xpressme
what we could have been, 11:43 PM.
