Sunday, February 27, 2011
Friendship?
How much I valued them and how much they valued me?
I always thought in each of our heart we still will be close, but then when so many new friends came and busied by many other activities. Somehow, I got lost value-ing our base friendship.We turn to who are free and always be there for us.
It's not that I care and angry that you are busy, I understand that you are. But then seeing your updates on facebook having fun with others, what does that will make me feel?
You have time for others but no time even for a small simple gathering. Just invite or create one is that hard? Then you say time? later on we will still be together and have fun.
I think is too late, is because I appreciate all of you too much that I care and get mad and get sad.
So, no more ranking, no more special friends in my heart. I learn to care then I get hurt. Cause you never treat me the same way how I valued you.
That's the way I learn to let go and think freely.
How much I valued them and how much they valued me?
I always thought in each of our heart we still will be close, but then when so many new friends came and busied by many other activities. Somehow, I got lost value-ing our base friendship.We turn to who are free and always be there for us.
It's not that I care and angry that you are busy, I understand that you are. But then seeing your updates on facebook having fun with others, what does that will make me feel?
You have time for others but no time even for a small simple gathering. Just invite or create one is that hard? Then you say time? later on we will still be together and have fun.
I think is too late, is because I appreciate all of you too much that I care and get mad and get sad.
So, no more ranking, no more special friends in my heart. I learn to care then I get hurt. Cause you never treat me the same way how I valued you.
That's the way I learn to let go and think freely.
Labels: countless thoughts, xpressme
what we could have been, 8:34 PM.
