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Sunday, February 27, 2011

Friendship?
How much I valued them and how much they valued me?
I always thought in each of our heart we still will be close, but then when so many new friends came  and busied by many other activities. Somehow, I got lost value-ing our base friendship.We turn to who are free and always be there for us.

It's not that I care and angry that you are busy, I understand that you are. But then seeing your updates on facebook having fun with others, what does that will make me feel?
You have time for others but no time even for a small simple gathering. Just invite or create one is that hard? Then you say time? later on we will still be together and have fun.

I think is too late, is because I appreciate all of you too much that I care and get mad and get sad.
So, no more ranking, no more special friends in my heart. I learn to care then I get hurt. Cause you never treat me the same way how I valued you.

That's the way I learn to let go and think freely.

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what we could have been, 8:34 PM.
Monday, February 21, 2011

Since the time I passed my VOC, I had this burden feeling in my chest.
New initiative, New solutions, New ideas.
How can I do it? I will try to fix problems having now first.

And today, I really felt like hurt cause it's like people don't remember details about me. Does that mean, am I not important in their heart?
I do not want to ask. I do not want to stir trouble.
As for now, my new found close bestie is going away. How come time come and go and so do friends?

Empty just like the sad faces in the photograph.

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what we could have been, 11:55 PM.
Monday, February 14, 2011

Happy V-day  peoples,

Should Valentine day the V-day be:
an overrated day or......
A love sharing day?

I choose the latter answer.
Single, Mingle, Available and able to love. Enough about me. What about you?
I heard once love always come during unexpected times. :P
So, It will come to soon, teehee *winks*.









for now, I am happy with this
awww, HE IS MINE.

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what we could have been, 4:40 PM.
Wednesday, February 2, 2011

It's time for blasting out loud speakers with Chinese New year Songs, woaahhhhh.
Don't you love the redness in the air? Gong xi Gong xi Gong xi Ni ah..

I always admire the oriental design in those china tea sets. It makes me feel like I am a part of this wonderful legendary China history.
Though this year will not be any less different from past years, still I am glad to be home at this moment.
I just wish that my mum and dad will be more open minded and accepting what I do and lessssss dictating orders. (getting orders in not fun >: )

I wish all my friends to have a prosperous wealth and healthy new year.

Chinese Astrology in 2011 for
Happy rabbit year
you know if rabbit aren't loved, they will die.


The Horse
Fun, charming and attractive sums up the Horse’s traits perfectly. They love parties and crowds and being the centre of attention. They can also be egotistical, hotheaded and impatient. The Horse is a considerate and protective friend and partner and when in his company, there will always be excitement around the next corner.

Forecast for 2011 The spotlight will have been on the Horse for much of 2010 with his sparkling company and friendship being frequently in demand. In 2011, the focus for the Horse will be on his career, with unexpected developments and promotional opportunities on the cards. He should watch events carefully, for when an opening occurs he will need to act fast and be alert. April, May and October and November will be encouraging months for moving ahead in work or indeed finding a new job altogether. Health and well-being will be on the minds of many Horses in the Chinese Year of the Rabbit and it’s a perfect time to re-think fitness routines and diet. Socially, as always, the Horse will be busy, with May to September and December being full of fun opportunities with friends. Attached Horses will fare better than single ones in 2011. If a new romance is on horizon, the Horse would be well advised to relax and let the relationship develop slowly and without rushing. March, September and October are prime months for finding someone special. The Horse is an adventurous soul by nature and may do some travelling to far-flung places in the Year of Rabbit. Financially there is a definite chance for the Horse to increase his earnings over the year and he should make every effort to manage his money carefully.

Interesting Horse Facts:
Zodiac Stone: Golden Topaz
Special Flower: Rose
Best Hours: 11am-1pm
Season: Summer
Horoscope Colors: Orange, White, Yellow

(nehhhh, every year there are still bad lucks following me around. I am like magnet for trouble.)
TEEHEE,
xoxo, loves

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